Tina crawled up to Bette covered in her juices and kissed Bette on her nape of her neck causing Bette more aftershocks.  Bette smiled at Tina and kissed her cleaning her up of her own juices.  “Baby you are getting good as a lesbian lover.  Thank goodness you are mine.”  “Well…you aren’t so bad yourself B, mmm I love you.”  “I love you, T”  They laid there happy and dozed in and out, until their sleep took them under.

Bette woke up before their alarm.  She looked over at the blonde beauty and smiled.  Bette had had a nightmare of her birth mother again and was more frequent in the past few days.  She had tear stains on her cheeks.  Waking up next to Tina made it easier to cope with the horror of what she couldn’t  see and longed for of her birth parents.  ‘A fucking picture or health record would have been nice!’  Bette’s demons of who and where she came had always haunted her.  Her parents loving and understanding, just didn’t quite know how to handle the questions or the know all of how to react.  As Bette was in deep thought, Tina stirred feeling her lover was in distress.

“Bette?  You alright babe?”  Tina turned around stroked Bette’s face.  Bette jumped at Tina’s touch.

“What? Yea, I am fine.  Why?”  “Bette you look like you were crying.  Are you sure?”  Bette battled for a moment, how much did she want Tina to know about her birth parents or lack thereof and how they haunted her all the time?  Tina could tell by the look on Bette’s face that it was serious the battle in Bette’s head.  “T, I Just had a nightmare I am fine.”  Tina felt guilty for the comment.  “Babe was it the movie?  Shit sorry, I know horror movies aren’t for everyone, just the women and the story..I thought it was a good movie, besides scary….plus….”  Tina saw tears in Bette’s eyes.  “Bette, oh god, baby….”  Bette pulled away from Tina, putting up a one finger signal to give her a second.  Bette tried to say what she had dreamed about and feared of Tina’s reaction.