“So” Bette asked tentatively as she picked at her breakfast fruits “how did you manage this intense sexual energy you had with Angie other than the day of the sonogram?”
Tina looked at her surprised that Bette would go there. “There are some things that it’s better we don’t talk about.”
An image of Tina and Helena flashed in her mind and Bette flushed with hurt and anger. She had no right to be jealous but was none the less. Rationally she knew that she had driven Tina there by her infidelity.
“You are absolutely right” Bette said stiffly rising from the table and taking her plate to the sink.
Tina fought to stem her own rising anger. How dare Bette make her feel guilty for the time they were apart? She rose as well and when she turned the rigid tension of Bette’s body as she stood at the sink spoke volumes. She had not seen her so overwrought in months now.
She went to her and wrapped her arms around her from behind.
“I had no idea what you were going through back then. I knew I had failed you with my infidelity I never understood how much. Can you ever forgive me?” The tears in her voice rolled down her face.
Tina turned her and wiped the tears away as she met her eyes. “I forgave you long ago Babe. As a matter of fact the only satisfaction I ever really had when I was pregnant was the day of the sonogram when we made love.”
Tina watched as Bette took in this information her alpha pride on the line. Tina kissed her gently and Bette shuddered in her arms the slightest contact these days set Bette off and she could feel her nipples getting hard against her chest.
“The only time?” Bette asked shocked and pleased at the same time.
“The only time during my pregnancy and the only one ever to truly satisfy me” Tina confessed.
Bette stood still in shock. She had thought that she was alone in this wonder of their love. She knew that Tina loved her and knew that what happened when they touched was beyond anything she had ever known before. What she didn’t know until this moment was that Tina felt the same way. Tina had hinted before and she almost confessed as much last night and now she had to say it.
“T?”
“Yeah.”
“No one else has ever really satisfied me except you.” Bette watched as Tina’s eyes grew wide as she took in what Bette was saying. “I have to tell you one more thing” Bette hesitated and decided to bare her soul with words. “Since we have been together not only have I discovered satisfaction I have also developed this endless need for you. It feels like I can’t ever get enough. I am both satisfied and ever in desire all at the same time. Does that make any sense?”
“Shut up” Tina replied fiercely kissing her hard. “Just shut up” she filled her mouth with her tongue and blindly took her back to bed.
No other love, Darling I’m flying… No other love, Darling…I’m flying… I can go… I can go anywhere…but no other love…can take me there…(Heart)
Tina gasped as Bette entered her stroking her until she was wild. Every nerve in her body felt like it was alive and responding to Bette’s touch. She found herself gasping for air as the exquisite tension built and she was convinced that she could not hold back one more second. Bette stoked her need higher and higher until filling her with three fingers and her tongue on her clit, trembling though she was flat on her back, she surrendered.
The world went white and all she could feel was Bette inside her, beside her, with her.
Bette feeling Tina’s walls clench her fingers over and over her drenched passage evidence of her welcome felt as if when she came with a shout that she was as deep inside Tina as she had ever been and finally it felt like enough.
Every day’s a holiday… we could sail away to some lovely island…take a stroll along the ocean… I once had your loving baby and I can’t let go… I just had your loving baby and I can’t let go…sure as heaven above…we found love… (Isley Brothers).
