After ending the conversation with Alice and getting Angelica settled for her nap, Tina found herself immersed in silence. She made her way to the kitchen to clean up the evidence of a messy lunch when she noticed she hadn't even dressed for the day. Her light blue fuzzy-wuzzy slippers caught her eye as she began to laugh. Tina quickly cleaned the kitchen and made her way back to her bedroom, her mind drifting to random thoughts of Bette.
She made her way to the closet across the room staring at the options of outfits she had to choose from when an item of interest caught the corner of her eye. She moved her head to stare at the item, head on, an internal debate already in progress in her head.
"I shouldn't," Tina mumbled as her hand reached into the closet for the item.
She pulled Bette's Levis out of the closet as her fingers caressed the worn denim, the familiar feeling bringing a smile to her face. She unfolded them, holding them up in the air so they were eyelevel, as her eyes took in every detail. The slightly lighter color of the thighs, the fray at the bottom of the pant legs, every detail making the jeans not only Bette's favorite pair, but Tina's as well.
"God I miss seeing her in these," Tina mumbled as she turned them around.
The back of the jeans were even more personal given the hole just above the right pocket. The Levis label was worn just as much as the belt loops were. A vision of Bette hooking her fingers through the loops to seductively pull her jeans down flashed in Tina's mind causing her to moan.
"I have to," Tina said decidedly.
Tina quickly grabbed a t-shirt that was randomly shoved in an empty spot in the closet to complete her outfit for the day. She took the clothing items to the bed and quickly stripped out of her pajamas letting them fall to the ground. She slipped the t-shirt over her head, not bothering with a bra since she hadn't planned on leaving the house for the remainder of the day.
Tina held the jeans up to her nose, as the faint smell of Bette's perfume attacked her senses.
"Oh Babe," Tina smiled as she held the jeans low to step into them. "I have to wear these, but you'll never know."
Tina stuck her thumbs into random belt loops on either side and began to pull the pants up. She wiggled her hips as she pulled the jeans higher, past her calves higher to mid-thigh, before she pulled and the jeans remained still. She pulled them harder, desperate to fit into Bette's favorite jeans.
"Come on," Tina grunted as she worked the pants up higher to her hips.
Tina held the jeans where they were as she jumped up and down a few times to make progress toward fitting into the comfortable Levis.
"How can she be this thin?" Tina said with another grunt.
Quickly realizing that she was no longer making progress, she lay down on the bed facing the ceiling and began to wiggle her body while she pulled hard to get the jeans over her hips and buttoned.
The more Tina worked, the higher the jeans moved on her body. She smiled, finally getting the jeans in place, but needing to button them. She stretched the material to fasten the first button. The second button on Bette's button fly jeans was also easy to fasten. However, the third button wasn't so easily conquered.
Tina took a deep breath, holding it in, as she sucked in her tummy to button the remainder of the buttons on the jeans. She worked until the jeans were finally fastened and accommodating her body.
She got up off the bed and squatted, the worn denim in the thigh area stretching to conform to Tina's body. As she stood, she realized that a few inches of the jeans bunched on the floor covering her feet. She snickered as she walked out of the bedroom, down the hallway, toward the family room to finish her work before Angelica woke from her nap.
As Tina walked, the snugness of the jeans was immediately noticed as the seam between the legs began to rub against Tina with every step she took.
"God," Tina whispered as she entered the family room and bent down to pick up some stray toys left by Angelica.
Once the toys were piled in the corner of the room, Tina made her way to the stereo and turned on soft music before sitting on the couch. She picked up the script from her conference call earlier and began to read the words on the page. She barely finished the first page before she felt fatigue begin to take over.
"This script is shit," Tina exclaimed as she stood up to keep herself awake.
She grabbed her pen from the table and began to walk around the room as she read each line of the script, writing notes for improvement next to the text. As she walked, she once again became aware of the jeans that were rubbing with each movement. The faint smell of Bette's perfume drifted up to her nose once more.
"God it's like she's touching me," Tina said as she wiggled her hips back and forth.
The jeans began to make Tina sensitive, her body beginning to react despite her struggle to ignore the throbbing between her legs. She stopped pacing and sat down, placing the script on the table in front of her, before placing her palms on her thighs to feel the worn denim.
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