Now however, I realized I didn’t want so many fillers anymore. I wanted this type of time, and more moments like them.
“Baby, I assure you, there will be many moments which we can fill in a completely different way.”
As Fran turned away from me to pack the remaining things, I took a brave step forward and placed my hand on her hips. “Thank you so much for today. It helped more than you can imagine, having time to talk to you about everything I am feeling as Angie and I take this on.”
“There is no need to thank me. I wouldn’t want it any other way.”
I once again leaned in, with what I found was more ease, and kissed her lightly. It wasn’t an overly passionate kiss, but it was more than anything one would consider simple. I was telling her where I lacked in words at times, that I was willing to go further with her, and that time was coming sooner than I had expected.
07/02/2007 ,
22:54:12 PM From:
rsa Comments:
Great chapter. I am enjoying this story.
07/02/2007 ,
23:07:29 PM From:
tylo Comments:
man ur a posting machine tonite
07/03/2007 ,
00:21:52 AM From:
azmama Comments:
Sweet and pure.
07/03/2007 ,
01:43:23 AM From:
coop Comments:
I think maybe the children are asleep, well maybe not Ness. I like Fran, she seems to be everything Bette needs, and she's understanding beyond belief. James is just not use to seeing Bette with someone other than Tina.
07/03/2007 ,
02:57:32 AM From:
Annabel66 Comments:
Hello you. I just had to stop by and tell you that I ABSOLUTELY have loved this story. It's touched my very soul and it's so full of warmth, love and understanding. Kind of reflective of its author I think. The writing is masterful, an utter joy to read and it holds me firmly in its grasp. How lucky we are to witness such beautiful talent here. I shalln't say any more about you Chicki my friend as you know exactly how I feel! *wink* xoxox
07/03/2007 ,
06:50:31 AM From:
Ness Comments:
Did you post while I was sleeping so that someone else could be first? I am about to start work, so I will have to write a real comment later...... but it was an awesome chapter babe.... so heartfelt. I love you. Pookey
07/03/2007 ,
08:38:25 AM From:
patpez Comments:
WOW what a great chpater chicki, I saw it late last night, but my eyes were tired from making a video and didnt want to read it and then know I read a blank page,,LOL,,,,,I loved how Bette was on the verge of letting go of the past love and move on with a new one who seemed to have a strong hold on her. Al was herself as usual and love that she was happy Bette was liking more of Fran, me too TBH,,,,Angie is one cool kid, they most of the time bounce back more than we adults and that is good. James now is a different story, I can feel his pain cause he loved Tina but in a clean way and to see your boss/friend move on to a new love is not all that great cause you tend to compare them, and I know that is not right but it happens right? Anyway, I see that Bette is ready for the next stage of their relationship something more intimate, I am sure she will have reservations but I think it'll be somehting very pretty and meaningful..great chpater chicki!!!!!
07/03/2007 ,
10:39:43 AM From:
girl drummer Comments:
Chicki, as always, great work...I'll be sad to see this great story end. It just seems so real.
07/03/2007 ,
10:40:05 AM From:
akalittlered Comments:
Chicki, I just caught up. This story just keeps getting better and better. I just hope James can deal with Bette and Fran a little better. It is nice to see Bette come to life again and feel some happness. Great Chapter!!!! Thanks
07/03/2007 ,
10:58:22 AM From:
dalloway3 Comments:
Well, at least i beat delicious in here. she must be swamped recovering from the lack of water yesterday (pun intended!) Geez, i'm now so embrassed about the powerpoint...it really did just start out as a joke b/c shell asked if i'd have one to present! sometimes i'm too much of a geek for my own good! yeah, yeah intellect..blah blah! but if it made you smile and feel a little better about things, then that is all that counts. Well, it's been a crazy time here...very busy with new students but that also means that i'm getting a lot of my own stuff done! the busier I am, the more I get done! since I find my job SO unrewarding, i find myself staring off into space a lot! I guess i do powerpoints b/c i need some intellectual stimulation somewhere! and researching anything makes me happy! hmmm, really too much about me and that damn powerpoint...why must i justify my inner-nerd? society! that's why! Anyway, you know this story breaks my heart (as it does many). do you have some twist that Fran is really tina in disguise b/c she needed to go into witness protection and decided she wanted her family back so she went to Switzerland and had extensive plastic and vocal work done? just a thought! lol! as always, great chapter. glad to see the chess-nuts back too! Well, since i'm not tired, i guess i'll get some work done *wink*! lol! hugs all around
07/03/2007 ,
17:51:23 PM From:
skehe68 Comments:
Chicki,Chicki. Thank you so much for "outing" me . I've been waiting for the right moment to come out.LOL On to story, I so missed this story it is so heartwarming. I forgot how enjoyable it is to read and all credit goes to the author.As Bette and Angie come to terms with Tina's loss and Bette decides to move things to another level w/Fran we know that the story is coming to an end. How bittersweet. I feel like I'm speeding to a red light.You wait for the characters to grow together,to come to an understanding with one another and yes,hook up and BAM! it's over.This is like reliving the finale of "Remington Steele" all over again.LOL Guess all good things must come to an end.Thanks for a great chapter as always.Hope you and Nes have a great 4th. Down in Texas we will be having some hoe-downs and little b-b-que. Yee-HAW!(make sure you say it w/the proper twang)
07/03/2007 ,
18:19:38 PM From:
TMerlin Comments:
I don't know why but I find myself wishing Tina would re-appear...I'm obviously not a realist. I can't fathom the pain in Bette's heart after losing her and all those years. Eventually this Fran lady will potentially become her significant other as a life partner, but I keep wishing it were Tina and I wonder whether Tina will really ever leave the sanctity of Bette's heart. My impression of these things is that she'll always reside there. But I do see how someone like Fran can come into her life and become a healthy part of it and make her happy. I see it, I do. But, and I know this is pathetic, on some level, for some reason I prefer your story weren't quite so original and unique, not quite so creative and different...so that this was just another B&T reunion story...it's not, even though it somehow remains a B&T love story. The original love sustained and changed the Bette that finds her Fran, just as it affects her daughter. Anyway...don't mind me...in a funny mood I guess. Thanks for an interesting tale Chicki.
07/03/2007 ,
20:19:38 PM From:
marree Comments:
It's nice to see that crackin' the whip gets things done! lol. Great post Chicki-poo, lookin' forward to the next one!
07/04/2007 ,
02:49:39 AM From:
jomarad Comments:
"On the other hand, it was out.....and being out lessened the powerful hold that the past held us prisoner to"...this sentence will stay with me the rest of the day, it's one of the most powerful sentences I've ever read. Fran is amazing woman, she has the insight of someone who knows exactly where to put finger on the wound and heal it instead of making it bigger. She brings Bette out of balans with many of the things she says and do...awakening is what Bette needs, feel again, really look at the little things in life and see that there lies still a life in front of her without Tina. To let go of the past doesn't mean that the past is dead, the past will always be there and can not be forgotten whether it was good or bad. I can understand James, he really wants the best for Bette and he knew Tina was the best for her...it takes time to let go for him too. We all feel pain when we see someone is going on with his life after a tragic loss of a partner, but we must realize that for that person the beloved is not dead, he or she lives further in their heart for always. This story goes slowly to an end and as hard as it is sometimes to read it, I'm so gonna miss it. Thanks for making me feel the way I feel Chicki....you rock you little Italian pizza-pie ;-)
07/04/2007 ,
05:42:51 AM From:
BeLena Comments:
hey babe it's me again, yes me your partner in crime LOL. Now where are Ness and Shell when you need them huh??? Nowhere to be seen LOLOk on to the chapter I liked it very much and I was getting rather sad when I read this story is about to end but that's the way things are huh all good things come to an end. I realy hope Bette will cope with all the changements in her life and I also hope this wont be too much of a burdon on Angie. it must be very hard at her age to deal with the death of her mom and especially the way she found out but I'm pretty sure with the help of the right people and Fran everything will turn out fine for either Bette and Angie.Now WTF is James's problem???? I know it's hard to see someone move on after the loss of a partner but they have every right to do so. Bette is still young and deserves to be happy again, it's not because she's building a new life with Fran she has forgotten about Tina. Tina will always have a special place in Bette's heart.I really like Fran, she's perfect for Bette and I hope they will have a nice life together. She seems to be managing to let Bette enjoy the little things in life again and she also seems to be managing to let Bette open up, something Tina never could. I'm pretty sure it will work out perfectly for both of them. ALthough I'm pretty sad to see this story ending I'm already looking forward to see what else you have in mind for us cuz I know you won't just stop here and leave us with only one story. Keep up the good work babes, you're doing a fine job. Love ya lots.
07/04/2007 ,
15:17:49 PM From:
delicious Comments:
Hi Chick, after pointing out how many position I held in the comment section, it made me feel like I owned my own team of drivers at the Indy 500..nothing like pole position. *Stop Shell don't even go near the pole position comment* LOL Well, my girls are at a Red Sox game right now. I know they are having fun and the Sox are winning. Before I head off to a BBQ, I wanted to get this comment out there...trying not to be last. LMAOO. Chick, you confused me with your comment about being bald,by time you finally get a ride on my tractor...don't worry I'll get you on there before you're too old to enjoy it. LOL And yes my friend this story does pull at my heart strings, but sure glad you wrote it. It's a beautiful story and I love you it so very much. Yes, I do get a little teary eyed at moments, but it in a good way. You already know, I think you are an incredible writer, much better then most. I know you are like come on Shell stop, there are many great writer on this site and to that I say yes...but still My Little NooNoo you are the one that moves me. Oh, just suck it up and say thank you. *triple wink* I'm so glad Bette was able to share the videos with Angie and get rid of the big secret between she and her daughter. Bette should feel a lot of relief and yes lose some of the guilt, she's been caring for so many years. It will bring her and Angie so much closer now. I can feel the healing beginning...until you face the painful parts, there is never a room for healing, moving forward, or finding a peace within. God Chick, I loved the whole Mr Kelly, thing. It said so much about the passing of time. You pointing out the hat he was wearing was so telling, that was a very touching moment You wrote, "It was new then, and the bright colored fabric had clashed hard with his faded farmer's. It may sound strange, but that hat held so much in the years between Tina's death and today, and for a moment I found myself staring at it as I wondered just what story it had to tell." Man there are so many things I wanted to point out, but I've got to get going. The truth be known, I think we've already talked about most of them...which reminds me, some of my favorite times is talking to you about the story after you have read it to me. There's never a moment that goes by that I don't appreciate you reading and sharing your thoughts. Those are times, I will always keep in a very special place, cause they mean the world to me. Last thought...freakin Alice, god love her. The grocery store conversation between she and Fran was priceless....too funny for words. LMAOO OK, I'm off for the afternoon. I'll talk with you later today. Dally, I owe you an email when I get home *wink* Happy 4th to my favorite writer, to the cute Aussie and to our kick ass power point friend.
07/04/2007 ,
17:21:02 PM From:
lisa328 Comments:
Hi Chicki! Since I am the newbie here...I am not caught up on this story of yours...so its going to take me a day or two! Keep writing babe!! Hugs & Love, Lisa
07/04/2007 ,
22:45:35 PM From:
Probie Comments:
Just caught up. Is this the calm before the storm. Angie will definitely go through so many mixed feelings that will leave Bette's head spinning and her heart breaking. Then, poor James is going to have to get over his attachment to B&T and find it in his heart to accept Bette moving on. Bette does not need to be worrying about making him feel better. He has lived his life fully for the last ten years, let Bette begin to live hers. I think Alice needs to talk to James and set his butt straight. Hope all goes well with Bette and Angie at therapy. Hey Chicki, I'm having a ball in your city.
07/05/2007 ,
09:18:32 AM From:
prasnil Comments:
Excellent chapter Chicki. Fran is great. As much as we want Tina to return, its not gonna happen. So James should move on, and give Bette all the support that she needs..
07/05/2007 ,
18:02:16 PM From:
B Comments:
Hey you, well as you know im all over the place trying to catch up...but this story which happens to be my fave...well it won out and no matter what i just had to read the last 2 chpts together...this chpt as with all the rest pulls at the heart..well it does mine!..it has done from the start, with this story you have managed to convey all their emotions, it just "gets" to me...so i couldnt resist this being my first choice to read, poor James he is feeling it but its been so long and in the end he will see, and understand that Bette needs to move on......oh and the kiss....beautifully described....lol...i think ive been away too long....great talking to you earlier....and thankyou agian...NYPD will look very cool on the little LW..lol...x
07/06/2007 ,
00:43:40 AM From:
hope4tb Comments:
Hey Chicki, I am finally caught up on this one and love it!!! I totally agree with dalloway3 - don't you think it might work...Fran is pretty awesome for both Bette and Angie - poor James but the picnic was great!!! Hope and Ness had a great 4th!!! Oh the Boston Pops is always great to watch - almost the best way to watch fireworks especially in High Def - beat the humidity, bugs and the traffic after!LOL PPS!!!
01/03/2008 ,
22:55:25 PM From:
ut Comments:
That was awesome!
