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Title: "A Life Denied" - Chapter 12
Author: Chicki  [ Send a Private Message ]    [ View Author Bio ]
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© 2007 Chicki


Content Rating: PG
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Author's Note: Ladies,
I want to thank each of you for reading, for commenting and those that read in silence. I'm sorry that I have not been as consistent in posting this as I was Reflections. The reasons are many, but this story takes a lot out of me emotionally. I am in the process of completing two papers for school, just finished midterms, have projects going on at my parent's house that I am taking care of, dealing with finishing things up at my apartment, writing chappies and trying to also write the shout outs.

I was one of the original group of author's who had first started doing personal shout out's, and I am so happy to see it's something that many author's on the site have started to pick up and do. I know how much it means to the readers, and I try my best to give that personal shout out right back at those that take the time to leave them.

I was chatting it up with my friend last night, and I was floored by how long she has been reading my material and never left a comment. She said something that I think as writer's we sometimes tend to forget, and that is how SO many of the "silent" readers are there, watching/reading from a distance, and how we come into their lives and impact their lives just as much as those that are leaving those comments and PM's telling us so. She revealed things to me last night that really made me reflect on how long this woman had been with me on this writing journey. It was humbling and very moving. We had such an inspiring and meaningful conversation, which was followed my hysterical laughter. I never knew the things she saw in my Author's notes, in readers comments. She recognized more about my life than I guess I had ever realized I was sharing. She "got me" so to speak, and for a moment I thought how unusual for someone to really understand me and "get" me and yet, when I thought about it, she was fairly new to my life, but I wasn't to hers. What we shared last night was one of those moments that you don't forget. Shell.....you tell me all the time I am one of the good ones, but you my friend are just that and then some. I can't wait to see you on that tractor.

I have been so proud of my fiancée, as she has been hitting that gym and working her buns off to get onto a healthier lifestyle. She is well on her way to a much fitter and healthier life. There is no doubt in my mind that I will need more and more vitamin's to keep up with her energy!!! I admire her dedication and her desire to remain committed to her goals.

On to the personal shout outs.....

Rsa: Thank you for waiting so patiently. I am sorry it wasn't so consistent like Reflections. But I will try to keep a better pace with this one. Thanks again for reading and commenting, it means so much.

tylo: 9 PAGES???!!!!!! Are you crazy woman!? LOL, yeah Fran better be nice or your Alpha Bette from Hoops and Layups might come over to A Life Denied and wreak some havoc now right?

Probie: Hmm..ya know I have contemplated writing that very thing, the fact that this new information might affect Angie's relationship with Fran. Yet.......I'm thinking that Angie might actually take to Fran even more as a woman she feels she might be able to talk to a little. That will depend on how their relationship develops of course. Awww....you are so very good to me all the time you know that?? The shout outs definitely take up some time, particularly if you are writing them when you are doing more than one story. LOL, I think that "Short Story" was removed from my version as well. Thanks so much for your loyalty to the stories and me as a writer. It is appreciated more than you can imagine.

girl drummer: Thanks so much GD! I have enjoyed writing it, and decided to split the last chapter in two just so I could post a little more consistently. I have been swamped with work, projects, and just hanging online with so many people that it seems the days go by so quickly...weekends included.

azmama: thank you so much. I hope you like this chapter as well. I'm having a ball writing this.

bettyvhall: yes, Bette has been under a little thunderstorm, but that can happen in life. What is good is she has wonderful friends in her life, and what looks to be a wonderful woman. Lucky Bette eh?

pandamel: Awww, I'm sorry Mel. I will try to do better in the future with the number of pages. * hanging head waiting for my spanking* ROFLMAO! OUCH! Hey..not so hard. I said I would try better. : -))))

jb621: Goombah! This chapter has a little drama in it for sure. Fran is not a replacement of Tina which is true, and I think that both Bette and Angie are going to heal through helping the other to place the past to rest. I really love Fran......and thank you for sticking with the story, I know it hasn't been the easiest read. It is close to my heart though. Cia hun.

ut: Absolutely! I couldn't agree more that Bette is in a tough place. She has always stopped herself from moving forward. She finally musters the courage to do so, and there are obstacles left and right being thrown at her which makes her want to just run back under that rock to that lonely place where things are all too familiar. In a strange way though, I think that Bette has no choice but to move forward now, because no matter how hard she tries to step back, things will never be the same. She cannot go back to a time where Angie didn't read that Death Certificate. It is out there now, so deal with it the right way, and move forward in the healthy way. Thanks for reading and commenting it means so much.

Jackiee1: Thanks so much Jackiee, I have really been enjoying writing this story, and am already having fun with my next one. I think I just have the bug, and I don't want a cure either. LOL!!!! ** Wink **

robbeedee: Damn I think you just need to write my Author's opening notes for my chapters. You just capture it so eloquently and beautifully when you leave your comments. I loved this part " ....it is the unspoken acts that show us this. The roll of the eyes to show you see the funny side. The half glance to see where your lover is and how they are doing. The sigh if you see her upset. The urgency to be there to protect and reassure. The welcoming hug and gentle kiss to wash away the day's mis-adventures and hurt" gosh that is so true my friend. One can only hope that all of us have this in our lives, and not just some of us. Fran is a star and a rock for sure. She is loving, she doesn't hesitate to be supportive, she allows Bette to take steps forward and backward but is always there to give her what she needs, not always just what she wants.

Ann Ticipation: Thank you for your heartfelt PM. As you know, I have read your material and I am enjoying your style of writing and creativity. There are a number of incredibly talented writer's on the site, and it's a pleasure to be in the company of each of you. Fran is going to help B and A, but I think especially, through therapy, they will come to terms with much of the loss and absence that Tina's untimely death has had on them. Perhaps she will actually be able to rest in peace then. Thanks for your support.

Paula53: Hey Mango! LOL how are you hun? So glad you agree with me about the JoBette stuff of Season 4. The chem isn't there, BUT it's still much better to see a smile on Bette's face I think. I have a feeling that one of them will be breaking a heart for sure. Fran is absolutely perfet for Bette. She is definitely just waiting for Bette to set that pace, and is just a sweet human being. I have been lucky to know a few Fran's in my life. Those people that reach out to you and support you through the good and the bad. Loyalty is an amazing thing.

coop: I think Fran and Angie will be okay.....what happens during dinner though....welllllllll there is a curve ball coming. Read on my friend.... Thanks for reading and commenting. It means so much, particularly in this non-traditional story.

Ness: Wow....out of the mouth of babes. I do have to agree that kids do notice those little things that sometimes we as adults overlook. Sometimes it is amazing, and particularly interesting is the things they notice at "their" eye level. It was like the convo we all had over my brother's house about the things we remembered over our grandfather's place when we were younger. The dinner.....well I think the dinner will go well....well....then again, I did read this to you so you do know what happens up to a certain point. It hasn't been the easiest to write, or for others to read, but it is close to my heart and so I hope to focus on this and do this some justice that it so deserves. I am teetering on the first chapters of the other story, but this one needs not to lose the focuse. I love you too.

prasnil: I have this feeling that Fran and Angie will do okay. Angie is upset about Tina's death and the fact that Bette has lied to her about it. As a child, she cannot reason the mindset that Bette had in keeping that information from her, and hopefully if they go to therapy it will help......hopefully.

vi2mim2: Hi Mim! I couldn't agree with you more that it will benefit both Bette and Angie to talk openly about Tina's death. Bette really has a few heavy moments in store for her. Let's all grab the Pom Poms that Delicious and BBR3 were using in "Reflections" and rally around Bette eh? ** smiles**

delicious: Hey Shell, I know it's a hard one, and we both know why. *hugging you* It was a pleasure to talk to you on the cell phone last night. I stayed up MUCH too late. I remember all too well being online with a friend in California, and hardly getting any sleep!!!!! Bad Bad Bad routine....so you must make sure I go to bed at a reasonable hour..and that "reasonable" hour is NOT your hour on the West Coast. Hmm....thinking that the cell companies need to merge. LOL!! Got an international text today that came through with no problems, so thinking that Cingular is the one my friend. All I will say, is that the readers that read in silence really ARE VERY VERY VERY insightful. The things you shared with me last night, I would have never realized had been so blatantly obvious.....is EEEEK an appropriate word??? LMAOOOOOOOOO!!!!! Okay...er... I agree that Angie is a sweetheart, and just must feel like her world has been rocked with this news. Poor Bette trying to keep it all together too, I am sure the only rock she is feeling is the one she would rather crawl under. Talk to you real soon hun, thanks for the two e-cards, they were so lovely....especially the one with my real name on it. Not too many people know that. *big bear hug* I'll talk to you this evening.

nancy720packers: Packer!!!!! I put you to bed and then I was about to go to bed and I stayed up. Yes, me bad. I ended up going to bed um....around the time you and Tylo do!! LOL...um not together of course, damn that just sounded bad. Thank you always for kind words, and your support. You are a wonderful woman, and I am grateful that our paths crossed. Hope to meet ya real soon. No....I know you don't have your Tee fix in this story, but my next one you will love cause Tina is a hottie. I know you want me to post under my new moniker....and where I haven't posted yet......I might just do so. I'll chat with you after work. Ciao Ciao!


Summary: Angelica meets Bette's girlfriend.....
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CHAPTER 12

Previously…..

Bette and Angie spent some time together setting the table and arranging everything so it looked nice. Angie had brought in some flowers she had cut from the flower garden in the back yard. She put them in a vase and placed it in the middle of the table. She looked at the three dishes on the table and wondered if that is what it would have been like growing up with two Mom’s.

“Mom?”

“Yes honey” I said with my head peaking into the cupboard.

“Is this how it would have been?”

I wasn’t sure what Angie meant. I closed the cupboard door and looked down at her. “What do you mean?”

“The table…..with three dishes…….if Momma T hadn’t have died….would that have been her seat?”

I swallowed hard as I closed my eyes. I didn’t want to forget Tina, hell I spent ten years doing just that, making sure my life stood still in one place. At the same time, it was becoming more and more hard to try to move forward when Angie had questions like this one.

“I’m thinking it would have been…yes”

Angie stared at the empty seat. I started to worry that perhaps it was just too soon. Maybe it wasn’t such a wonderful idea as it first seemed, to have Angie meeting Fran now. If she did in fact see the Death Certificate, maybe having Fran here was just going to be too much. Bette pondered this as she looked over at her daughter who had become a bit mesmerized with the table setting.

*********************

“Angie…..are you sure you are ready to meet Fran? If you changed your mind and it’s too soon, it’s okay”

“No Mom, I want to meet Fran” Angie placed the last piece of silverware on the table.

“Okay”

Before we could continue any further, Angie had grabbed her backpack and went up to her room. About 20 minutes later, the house phone rang. I searched for the phone downstairs as it wasn’t where it normally is kept on the charger. When the phone stopped ringing, I assumed the caller may have had the wrong number, realized it and hung up.

“Hello”

“Hi…..is Bette there?”

“Who’s this calling?” Angie asked.

“It’s …..her friend…..Fran”

“Oh…..” Angie was excited to at least hear Fran’s voice. At the same time, she felt herself go unusually shy, and Fran sensed this.

“Is this Angelica?”

“Yes”

“Hi there. I’ve heard so much about you”

“My Mom told me”

“Good……is Mom available?”

“Sure…hold on”

Angie opened her bedroom door and yelled down the stairs. “Mom it’s for you….it’s Fran”

I walked from the living room to the bottom of the stairs. “Angie, where’s the other portable phone?”

“How do I know?”

I rolled my eyes and met my daughter halfway up the stairs to take the phone. “Thank you”

Angie turned and ran back up the stairs to her room.

“Hello”

“Hey Baby…...I didn’t expect Angie to answer the phone. I tried your cell but you may want to check if it’s on”

“Oh……I’ll have to check. What did she say to you?”

“Not much….very little actually. I sensed she didn’t expect it to be me either”

Bette smiled.

“Does she know I’m coming over for dinner?”

“Yes, and she was very happy about it”

“Oh good…..I was calling to see if you wanted me to pick something up. Some wine…..bread?”

“I got it covered hun. I have all that”

“Okay…..well then….I guess I’ll just bring myself”

“How long until you get here?” I couldn’t wait to see her. It amazed me at how I felt the butterflies grow in my stomach at the thought of seeing her again.

“In about 15 minutes”

“Great….you can park in the driveway behind my car and just come in the side door”

“Will do”

“Drive carefully Fran”

“I will babe”

I shut the phone off and placed it on the charger in the kitchen where the other phone was suppose to have been. As I started to prepare the garlic spread, the phone had rang again. This time, I was fortunate to have it by me.

“Hello”

“Hi Mrs. Porter…..is Angie there?”

“Yes, she’s in her room Kelly. I’ll get her”

I dried my hands on the towel as I brought the phone upstairs. When I opened Angie’s door, she was already on the phone talking.

“I got it Mom”

“Apparently. The other phone was in your room?”

“Yeah…sorry”

“Don’t be too long, Fran is expected any minute okay?”

Angie nodded and I left her alone to talk to her friend Kelly.

“No….Mrs. Thatcher hadn’t called”

“She is going to”

“How do you know Kelly?”

“Because….Jimmy had detention, and he said he overheard her telling another teacher”

“I’ll pass it in tomorrow”

“Angie, she was suppose to call your Mom today”

“Yeah, but its supper time, they don’t call at night”

“How do you know?”

“Because Scotty always get’s in trouble, and he says the teacher calls his Mom when she is at work. He gets in a lot of trouble when he gets home. My Mom didn’t tell me I was in any trouble”

“Okay….maybe Mrs. Thatcher changed her mind”

“Or Maybe Jimmy is making up stories”

“Don’t know. Have you asked your Mom for a cell phone yet?”

“No….not yet.




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