It doesnt feel like the beginning, Tina whispered into Bettes shoulder, repressing a sob. It feels like loss.

I know, Bette whispered back, tightening her arms around Tinas waist, wincing at the pleasure of feeling Tinas arms around her neck, her breath near her ear. They clung to each other until Bette felt her own tears form and finally released her grip. Needing to get one.

Tinas arms slid back to her sides and her hands to her lap, where she stared down at them. Bette watched her in profile, sighing, then running her fingers through Tinas hair, clutching a few strands.

I have to go, she said.

I know.

With great effort, Tina stood and turned, offering Bette a hand and a weak smile. This is the part where Im strong right? Where I kiss you goodbye and dont break down that youre leaving?

Bette looked up at her. Right.

Tina nodded. Im faking it. Just so you know.

Bette studied Tinas face before accepting the proffered hand, standing slowly to face the woman she was sure would have been her lover by now. I know, she said. Me too.

***

Dean blinked hard, his eyes dry and red. He held the joint aloft and stared at his friend, who returned a look of obvious dismay. Oh my god he breathed out, clapping his free hand over his mouth, not daring to say the words.

***

Alice put a hand to her chest and coughed loudly, choking on the hit shed just taken. Oh my god, she sputtered, looking across at Bette. Youre in love!