LOVING FORWARD TO THE FUTURE - Final chapter
"I - I'm going now - I'll see you real soon dad "
" I'll see you soon honey - I love you Tina "
"I love you dad "
I hand the phone to my mum and let Bette pull me close and hold me as everything hits me - its been one hell of a day. Finally I move back from Bette who is looking at me with a mixture of lust and love in her eyes.
"How soon can we consummate this relationship of ours Porter ? "
Narration of Tina Kennard-Porter.
It is just after11pm and the party is still in full swing - I've just stepped off the dance floor after leaping around with Shane and Carmen.
I don't think anyone has left yet and its just been the best celebration of our love for one another.
I look around to see where Bette is - she is sitting on her own with her feet up with her eyes fixed on me. My heart yearns for her - she is so loving and open now. It feels like I have married a new woman while still being with my Bette.
"Hey there sweetie " she says as I walk across to her. She smiles at me but I can sense her tiredness through her grin.
"Is my old broad not up to staying up late ? " I tease
"Not really I didn't sleep well last night - your pillow isn't as cuddly as you"
"Your babe is here now " I reply sitting on her lap and resting my head against her shoulder "here now and forever "
"Are you okay T ? "
"Pretty tired myself to be honest. Do you think we could sneak out and start the being alone part of our honeymoon"
"I have provisionally said that we might see the others plus your mum and Lucy in the planet for brunch at about noon tomorrow - well it's a fluid thing. Alice doesn't think we'll be out of bed for several days. How do you feel about that ? "
"When are they flying back ?"
"Tomorrow night. I hoped that you would want to spend some time with both your families "
" I do - thank you - you are so thoughtful Bette "
"Nothing is too much for you - you should know that by now T "
" I do - thank you "
I kiss her softly - she moans into my mouth.
"Did you say you wanted to be alone with your wife for a few hours ?"
she asks when we end the kiss.
"It would make me very happy - lets sneak out while no one's looking"
I get up and holding hands we leave the party - Bette collects the key from reception and we take the lift to the fourth floor. Bette unlocks the door and lets me walk into the room first.
It is a huge wood paneled bedroom with a giant four poster bed and white sheets. The room is lit by several small lamps -- the effect is of warmth and romance. Bette moves across and closes the curtains.
We look at each other - I cannot find the words to tell her how grateful I am for everything she has arranged and the love she has put into today.
"You do look tired babe" I say softly.
"I feel it - maybe I am too old for my young and beautiful wife "
The whole age thing is at times a joke and at other times a thorn between us - she is sensitive about it. I could not care less - it makes her the woman she is and I would love her even if she was 20yrs older than me.
"This so called younger wife is shattered - you wanna just cuddle and sleep tonight ?"
"You don't mind ? " she says with a gentle smile "our last wedding night was a marathon "
"Not at all - I just want to sleep in a nice comfortable bed spooning my wife - the same person I am going to wake up next to when I'm 70"
"When we've got four grown up children and about ten grandchildren?" she grins broadly
"Yeah - and I will still have the same fire in my eyes when I look at my wife's body "
"And we'll be embarrassing our kids because they keep catching us making out when we're babysitting our grandchildren "
"I'm glad we both see the same picture when we look at one another - can I undress you Bette ?"
"You don't need to ask permission T - we agreed to an exclusive life binding deal a few hours ago "
She comes across and we stand facing each other - we are both tired and suddenly shy of our lover. I reach out my hand and touch her face - she holds my hand.
"You are everything I ever dreamt about and more Tina "
"You Bette Porter are my whole kingdom - I could search for the rest of my life and not met another woman who makes me feel the way you do with one single glance "
I reach down and unbutton her shirt - underneath is a white lacy bra - I touch the exposed area of her breasts. God she has a killer body.
She removes the flower from my hair and runs her fingers through it .
"You are so beautiful Tina "
"I'm not complaining about your physical form Bette "
she kicks off her shoes and I unzip her trousers - quickly she is down to her white bra and thong - oh God she is perfect. I turn round so she can unzip my dress - as she pulls the zip down she begins to kiss my spine.
"Do NOT start something we are both too tired to finish " I say
She pulls the dress from my arms and helps it down so it falls on the carpet - she is smiling at me.
"Can I kiss my brand new wife ?" she asks
"As long as it's the same way you kissed your first wife "
Our mouths touch - it is tender and sweet. She tastes of champagne. As the kiss goes deeper so the tiredness starts to fade. I can think of nothing but pleasing her - being inside her body and claiming her again as my property. She eases away and I see the internal battle between desire and weariness.
"Babe " she says quietly.
"I know - I know babe. Lets just sleep - we've got the rest of our lives to make love. You and I both need a holiday "
"So you're going to tell me where we're going ?"
I grin at her as I lead her to the bed " In the morning as your first orgasm dies down I will tell you "
"I don't know where you get this secretive streak from Kennard but it is NOT a turn on " she jokes as she removes my bra.
"Yeah - and you " I say removing her bra - hello girls ! "had the others so terrified of telling me anything - you rule by fear Porter "
"Nah " she says pulling my thong down "they kept their silence because of how much they love you Tina - fear just works with Alice "
I remove her thong and turn all the lights off and we climb into bed. I pull her closer so she is lying with her head against my shoulder.
" You have an amazing singing voice " I say
" I really hoped you liked it "
"I loved it - like I love you "
"You are more than worth it T - and I'm so thrilled about your family "
" I never thought I would see them again - I've thought so many times about what Lucy looked like - she is so beautiful "
"Takes after her sister " Bette says after a few seconds of silence. I know she is nodding off to sleep. I stroke her hair and in the half light coming from the moon I watch as her body relaxes and she falls asleep.
" I love you my angel " I say as I close my eyes.
I wake up just as the darkness is just started to be pushed aside by the day. Bette is missing - I can see the doors of the balcony are open. I get up, put on one of the hotel's dressing gowns and go to join her. She is sitting on a two person lounger - she's just wearing a long red tee shirt.
"You okay babe " she turns and I see tears in her eyes.
"I cannot believe how lucky I am "
I sit next to her and take her hand "How lucky WE are you mean "
" I had a bad dream and I woke up and you looked so peaceful "
"I am at peace - I have my wife beside me - why wouldn't I feel at ease with the world " I kiss her hand.
" I don't think I will ever forget how perfect you looked yesterday "
We watch the night slowly fading as the day begins.
"Its fitting that we're together watching the sun come up on the first day of the rest of our lives " I say to Bette who is now holding me by the shoulder.
"I love you B "
"I love you T "
It is a beautiful sunrise - no orange, yellow and red in an artists paint box could capture its splendor. No writer could adequately express the feeling in my heart towards this perfect woman. I know only one way to adequately do justice to my feelings for her.
I stand up and remove my dressing gown - she pulls me closer and rests her head against my stomach - I hold her hair as she nuzzles against me. After a few seconds she stands up and removes her tee shirt and I lead her back to bed.
Narration of Bette Kennard-Porter.
Tina looks so perfect - toned and tanned in all the right places. I feel my moisture building just as we walk back to the bed. She pushes me backwards and I fall onto the bed. She climbs onto the bed and straddles me - I open my legs and she covers my body.
Tina is very much in charge and its arouses me a lot. Her mouth is on mine demanding and gaining access. I move my thigh so it is against her core and I slowly begin to move my thigh.
She groan and grabs both of my breasts in her hands. Tina starts to move her hips to increase the friction my thigh is causing. I move my face so I can kiss and taste the skin round her throat. She is holding a nipple between her finger and thumb nails - slowly and gloriously increasing the pressure on it. I start to move my thigh faster - we move like this for several minutes until she pulls away.
" No Bette - this isn't how we're going to do it - not the first time - roll onto your front babe "
I sit up and we stare at each other. I grab a breast and start sucking greedily at it - she moans again. I end the moment and lie on my front - she quickly places a pillow under my stomach before starting to kiss and lick my back.