Chapter 1: The aftermath...Reconstructing Tina...
"If somebody loves you...won't they always love you?"....atleast that's what I thought until I found out about Bette cheating and lying to me this whole time...here I am 3 months pregnant living off of my friend's couch...I glance back and forth to my cellphone that just stopped ringing over an hour ago...oh look it rings again at 6:42am...I glance down at it and answer it...I say furiously"Bette...could you please stop calling"and I hang up in her face...the sobbing and tears no longer bothered me anymore...her sorry's and I promise I won't ever hurt you again she was full of shit...
I relieve myself of the alcohol I drank last night...I flushed the toilet and walked over to the mirror...I looked at my reflection that looked back at me.. dry tears made a pattern on my pale face...I cut the water on and plunged water on me...I needed to stop crying...I needed to stop thinking of Bette...I needed to do this on my own...and not just for me...but for her...she rubs her belly and smiles at the being nesting within her souless body...she glanced back at the mirror and cried somemore...
